Why do I always put off homework until the last...
I need something, anything, to clear my head. I need a hobby. The feelings keep coming back, and they’re deeper and stronger each and every day. I don’t want to feel like this because deep down I know I’m happy. But I can’t help but feel I’d be so much happier if I was gone. But I would be so worthless without her. I don’t want to die, obviously I don’t...
Holy Fucking Shit
Just picked out what I'm getting Erica for her...
It’s gonna be good. I have to wait another 28 days (or 29, whichever way you count it) until she gets it. But her eyes will light up and I can’t wait to see that beautiful smile. Unfff. I love her.
Shower and then getting pretty for a job interview. Fuck yeah.
Is a fucking mad man. Here are some pictures of him.
Every night I spend with you is a good night. If I could do this every hour of every day, I don’t think I would have any thought ever again.
Holy shit Liz Zibirova
I don’t wanna talk to you. Don’t text me.
Lonely? I'm not lonely!
I’m beloved by everyone in San Diego!
Gahhhh did you fall asleep?
I hate feeling like this but it always seems to happen. It’s inevitable. I can feel better and then not feel good at all within minutes and it’s getting ridiculous and I’m tired of it. I don’t want to do anything. I don’t want to get up or eat or move. I don’t want to go to my psych class tonight. I don’t want to be anything. I always want to just give up....
I pulled something in my back when I was...
I can’t move or even sit up straight. I think this is a problem.
I’m finally going to try to sleep. And I will be able to sleep in peace and happiness.
Where were you when my walls came falling down?
I’ve felt really low tonight. Usually when I do that I talk to Erica. I don’t what’s going on right now. I’m kind of pushing her away because…well because I’m really put offish tonight I guess. I’m like this a lot and I’m tired of it. I was about ready to go to sleep feeling depressed and then as I was going to hit logoff on facebook, Mike Fontana...